Choose Your Music?

Music. It is one thing i can't really live without. When someone played it, i just have to feel something. if you play something soft and calming, i will be reminded of the good times that i had. all of them memories just come back to you. one reason why i like piano. the music that comes from the piano is just beautiful. i wanna learn to play it if i can but i don't really have the time for it. maybe if i know someone that can play it, that would be nice. now i kinda want to have someone special that can play piano, not asking for too much? it would be nice to wake up hearing someone playing the piano. maybe if i know the music, i can sing along. although my singing is not one could call great or nice to hear but it is still okay. i hope if i have to have someone special in my life, let that person be the one that caught me in the web of tunes that are being played. i would be a willing victim to these tunes. maybe someday. i doubt that but you know something, my other self always said to me " you gotta keep dreaming, it's not wrong, although you might hurt yourself by dreaming of something that seems so impossible, keep doing it, the future is so uncertain that anything could happen ". so here i am, dreaming of something that is quite unlikely to happen. but the music will keep on playing, as i live, as i breath, as i see the world, as i hear, and till i die. the music will always be there, the music will always be with me, through the music i feel pain, i feel sorrow, i feel happiness and sadness too. many emotions can be felt by any person through music.

so, choose your music. there are so many genres and mine are usually the style that is so dark and full with sorrow but at the end of the day it is happiness that the music played. it must end happily, all of us must always make sure that life is not just about the darkness and sorrow, it is about happiness too. having those bad and negative emotions are making the good feeling that comes right after more worth it. don't you think? something great in life is not attained easily, it takes time and efforts to achieve a greater happiness. so, i hope i can do that now. i hope i can get through this storm of darkness and sorrow and find the light of happiness hidden deep inside. if it's not there, then we'll keep looking, or we will create one for ourselves.

With this, i think i went from music to finding life partner, and to dream and find light at the end of the tunnel I am always living in. but once in a while, you find light, you always do...