Friday, 8 August 2014

Cats ?

I have soft spot for animals. Some animals. So, don't even think about hurting a cat or anything in front of me. Insects? I am not sure about that because I am afraid of them but if I think it is dangerous then I will kill it myself. But come on, a cat? Don't hurt cats. They are like the cutest creature on earth. I have a friend who poured water on cat. -_- I swear if he did that again, I will personally punch him. If we are not friends also I don't care anymore, because if you can hurt an animal. You are pretty much not a human so no point being friends with a non human and an animal hater like you.

Some people are afraid of cats. That is understandable but there is no need for violent towards the poor little cat right? OMG I feel like punching anyone that hurts animal now. I suddenly remembered my dream, one of the dreams I wanted to fulfill. A SANCTUARY FOR CATS. I hope that dream can be done. It is achievable.

Tuesday, 5 August 2014

What I Like and Hate?

Like ~ ~ ~

1. Spicy foods
2. People wearing black specs
3. Laughing and joking
4. Gives nickname
5. Stalking
6. Gossip about hot stuffs
7. Chicken rice
8. Singing
9. Kpop

Hate ~ ~ ~

1. Noises
2. Drag queen
3. Sweet foods
4. People
5. Queue
6. People
7. People
8. People
9. People

Things I don't tell you if I can't trust you?

Well, lots of things are not suppose to be public info for others. So here's the list heehee.

1. Who I like? I mean I will never ever tell you if I think you can't be trusted. Or maybe I think you are not suitable for this kind of info. Or maybe I think that you are a person that doesn't give a damn about it. Or maybe you are not a good listener. Or maybe I already have that person that I will tell like everything but not you.

2. What I think? Some people just can't take others' opinions. I mean it's okay if you don't accept it but the moment they start attacking you based on your opinions, that's when my blood boils like hell. I mean yes maybe you don't have to shout about it. I know I have different opinions on some stuffs but you should not judge me and attack me.

3. That is all.

Friday, 1 August 2014

Raya is not that fun?

Well, this year is not that fun. I mean a lot had happened. Grandpa had to cut his leg off. My aunt's dad passed away and yeah it's quite dull this year. The raya when we had fun is kinda lost. It is boring like really but I guess there is always next year.

Well many things happened and for my family, it is very challenging. Each of us are being tested. My grandpa especially, cutting his leg off, and I felt bad not being able to help. I really do want to help. Watching him being helpless at times really hurts me. I wished I could do something. I don't even know how to carry him when he needs support. I have a lot to learn. So, maybe this will be one of my cause to be better in what I am doing.

Grandma is not doing that well herself. She can barely see. I am worried of her sometimes. I saw her making lunch, sardin masak sambal. And I saw her having a hard time when cooking, I wished I could have offer myself to be of a service. I hope I can help her do the cooking, she just have to tell me what to do. But I couldn't do it, it is there, the feeling of wanting to help but I didn't. I don't know why. It kinda hurts me to see her doing the chores sometimes.

My aunt lose her dad too like 3 days before raya. It must be hard for her. I hope she will be fine. I mean the man died due to lung cancer. Smoking? Yeah, reminded me of my dad... I hope nothing happen to him. Please be fine, dad. I don't know how to deal with death. Not sure if I should cry or not cry when the time comes.

And I want to comment on some stuffs that ticked me off. My uncle that sent cats to my grandma's place... Like seriously, you can't just pass the responsibility just like that. It is very selfish. Knowing that the house itself is not really that suitable for more cats. He should be more conscious and responsible. Please don't be selfish. This, I don't like. He's not thinking using his brain. Sorry to say this dear uncle but it is what I think about you now. Selfish. With grandma and grandpa's states and conditions make you a very selfish person.

I guess that is all that I wanted to share. Raya is about gathering and forgiving the people. But, I just found out more problems that happened in my family. I hope we can resolve these.