Thursday, 21 December 2017

It’s back...

The thought is back again
I don’t know why but it is here
The thought that my whole existence is a mistake 
I am just a burden to others 
A liability 
And now I find myself trapped in this vortex 
I can’t help it but feels like it’s almost the end for me
It’s like life is over
I’m gonna fail myself and others who have faith in me
I can’t do this
If I fail then I am a burden 
A burden to others
I don’t want to be a burden
But there’s nothing I can do 
Even if I try I think I’m gonna screw up
Might as well end this before it’s done
Before things get worst 
And I can’t do anything at all
While now I still can do something 

That one thing. 

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